i feel like..

were drifting apart )=

.. i miss the OLDOLD us, i hate fighting, i hate crying, i hate that were sometimes not happy, i hate how i disappoint you, i hate how i always make you mad, i hate how i never let you do things, i hate when we say we hate each other, i hate the feeling of wanting to break up, i hate when we hang up on each other, i hate when hit each other, i hate what we've became, i hate how this is what our relationship is, i hate knowing that one day you wont be able to take my shit and end it, i hate knowing that you could do so much better, but even tho i hate all those thing im not giving up on you, i'll fight for you if i have to. i want us to work, i want us to stay together forever, i want all the plans that we made to come true, i want you for the rest of my life.

Derek Abanilla, i love you so much <3